My Secret Life - Early diaries

"My Secret Life" is a classic Victorian erotic novel, published starting in 1888. It contains graphic sexual descriptions and themes.

She was I suppose my nursemaid. I recollect that she sometimes held my little prick when I piddled, was it needful to do so? I don’t know. She attempted to pull my propuce back, when, and how often I know not. But I am clear at seeing the prick tip show, of feeling pain, of yelling out, of her soothing me, and of this occurring more than once. She comes to my memory as a shortish, fattish young female and that she often felt my prick.
She kissed me, got out my cock, and played with it, took one of my hands and put it underneath her clothes. It felt rough there, that’s all, she moved my little hand violently there then she felt my cock and again hurt me, I recollect seeing the red tip appear as she pulled down the prepuce, and my crying out, and her quieting me.
Then of her being on her back, of my striding across or between her legs, and her heaving me up and down, and my riding cock-horse and that it was not the first time I had done so; then I fell flat on her, she heaved me up and down and squeezed me till I cried. I scrambled of! of her, and in doing so, my hand, or foot went through a drum, I had been drumming on, at which I cried.

The complete series of diaries is divided in 11 volumes, that are published for the first time, in their entirety, in this revised edition.

We publish the series in 3 books:
- "My Secret Life - Early diaries" contains the first three volumes (I - II - III)
- "My Secret Life - Following diaries" contains the following four volumes (IV - V - VI - VII)
- "My Secret Life - Last diaries" contains the last four volumes (VIII - IX - X - XI)